Right around the age of 13 I picked up my first set of tarot cards and
started doing readings for myself, my family, and my friends. By the age of 15 I
started reading tarot professionally- now, over 17 years later, I'm still
reading professionally but am also following a calling that was given to me
during my first vision quest in the early 1990's. On that vision quest I was
urged by one of my guides to aid people in healing physically, mentally, and
emotionally. This wasn't a path that I understood how to walk at the time, so I
simply continued working with my guides and learning new techniques for self
discovery and spiritual understanding.
It was also during these early years that I connected with a Native American
medicine man from the Karuk Nation by the name of Charlie "Red Hawk"
Thom. I attended sweat lodges and ceremonies that he conducted several times a
year. He was a true catalyst for my personal growth. It was through the songs
that he taught and the wisdom that he shared that I truly felt my connection
with Spirit growing stronger and stronger.
It wasn't until 1993 that I actually realized that what I was learning and
practicing since childhood had a name... shamanism. I picked up the book
"Way of the Shaman" by Michael Harner on a whim one day. I was
browsing the local metaphysical bookstore and was just pulled toward it. After
reading this book, adopting some new techniques to further my connection with my
guides, and actually realizing that there were other people using the same
techniques as myself- my calling to work with Spirit and learn as much about
Shamanism was strengthened to the point of doing daily work.
I spent the years that followed in the mountains of New York walking through
the woods and learning about the spirits of the land and animals. There was many
a day when I could be found sitting on a ledge overlooking a valley where the
hawks would fly so close you could almost touch them. Many nights would be spent
alone in a cave performing a night vigil to learn from my guides and open up
doorways that lead deeper inside myself. I feel that these practices were my
greatest tools for learning- it's often said that no one can teach you as well
as Spirit can.
So it was through these experiences that I eventually found how to walk the
path I was told about during my first vision quest. It's been an honor and a
blessing to work with Spirit and my guides to facilitate healing in others. No
other job or task has been as rewarding as the role I play in the healing that
Spirit does.
During the last several years I have decided to start studying with other
shamanic practitioners to learn the techniques of others and see what aspects
may be assimilated into my own techniques. I am a member of The Foundation for
Shamanic Studies and have studied with them through David Corbin and Nan Moss. I
have also studied with Elise O'Shea and Julie Lang in New Jersey and with
Eeve Crowe in New Hampshire.
I feel that it is very important for people to have access to teachings and techniques found within shamanism for their own self growth and healing. For this reason I also spend time conducting drumming circles and teaching classes and workshops on shamanism and its techniques.