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Adam's Belize Journal- Fall 2005

Monday, December 5, 2005 - Black Hole Drop


An aerial photo of Black Hole
Our trip to Black Hole Drop proved to be the most physically demanding and mentally challenging day of our trip. The whole concept of the day was to hike through the rain forest to the top of a sink hole and rappel down on a rope to the forest floor below.  A sink hole is a natural occurrence that happens when a large cave structure collapses- causing the ground on the surface to sink straight down. The sink whole at Black Hole looks like a gigantic crater in the rain forest.
We started our day off with signing our waivers that said "death may occur"... very comforting. Then went for a 30 minute ride on the back of a tractor to get to the nearest dirt road drop-off point for Black Hole. From there it would be a two hour hike in the rain forest to reach the top edge of Black Hole.

Our guide pointed out a patch of mud when we first entered the forest. He said "do you see that?" pointing at the mud. I honestly didn't see anything at first. Then he pointed more precisely and said, "It's a jaguar track". Wow, I thought, we really are in the jungle. 

I didn't realize how true that statement was until 20 minutes later when my heart was pounding so hard from the hike I thought I would pass out. I'm used to hiking so I went in thinking "no big deal"- but this trail was riddled with slipper tree roots and the majority of the hike was around a 45 degree incline.

I'm not complaining though- the hike really was spectacular. We were all silent the entire trek through the forest. I was happy about this. For one reason, I didn't have the breath to talk, but the other reason was that silence was really needed for this place. The energy here was so raw and the land spirit was intense here.

 



The original photo of the jaguar track and an enhanced one- highlighting the track in yellow.


Al, making his way of the steep slope of the forest trail.

When I first sent out a call to the spirit of the land to introduce myself and ask permission to be within it's forest- I had a powerful response. I can only describe the sensation as witnessing a 50 feet humanoid erupting from the ground in front of me- it was that intense of a presence. I saw the land spirit several times through the course of a day- sometimes with my "minds eye" and sometimes in the shapes of the trees and rocks. It was a strong masculine presence, he stood very tall with thick brown skin, like bark, his torso was humanoid, but the lower half of his body was serpent like. He wore an ornate head dress and thick vines cascaded down from his head like hair. There was no mistaking his power and presence- I certainly wouldn't want to be on anything but friendly terms with this one.

This day really made me appreciate the rainforest for everything that it is. I enjoyed and communed with the rainforest on our other days here, but today really helped me see it clearly. It's incredibly beautiful, incredibly primal, and demands the respect of anyone entering it.


Sunlight breaks through the thick rainforest canopy

As we reached the top edge of Black Hole we were able to see across to the other side of it. The white cliffs stood in stark contrast to the verdant green of the vegetation and trees. We really started to get a sense of how high up we really were as we looked across to see the trees standing 100 feet tall and the cliff reaching another 200 feet above the tree canopy. Our guided pointed out something on the cliff that looked like long vines and then informed us that those were the ropes that we would be going down on... gulp.

He continues along, hiking through the rain forest to get to the other side of Black Hole and start our descent to the floor of the sink hole. Now the anticipation was really starting to get to me. I've never been rappelling before- let alone off a cliff, in the middle of a jungle, far from any medical help... yes, I was a bit nervous.

But then I remembered the power of the land spirit, I remembered my connection with the land, with nature, and with Spirit- I knew that I needed to move through this and that I would be protected through the experience. My nerves didn't calm much, but I also had the courage to face the fear.

So we harnessed ourselves up. Our guides checked the ropes and gave us a quick lesson in how to walk down the wall and then lower ourselves once we were dangling.

It was an odd sensation, walking backwards toward the edge of a cliff, and then finally swinging over the cliff and walking down its wall. The guide said "look over your shoulder if you want". I did and was startled to realize looking over my shoulder revealed the ground.

I walked down the cliff face for a bit and then reached the part where the cliff fell away- my legs dangled and I was able to sit in an upright position in the harness which made me much more comfortable. I lowered myself down, stopping here and there for some pictures and then lowered myself into the tree canopy. What a feeling- gliding down through trees into the jungle below.

When we were all at the bottom we set up a table on a huge, flat boulder and had lunch. We realized that there was a stone altar out in the open here- at the base of the sink hole. Smashed pottery and stalagmites from the surrounding cave were on it's surface.


A picture taken on the way down. You can see my leg and the rope stretching down into the jungle below.


Al, making his final descent through the tree canopy.

It was shortly after that I realized how powerful a place the floor of this sink hole was. Sacred caves ringed the entire circumference of this place. I looked up at one point at the cliff and saw the face of the land spirit in the stone. Incredibly vivid and clear- almost as if it were carved in the stone. Al saw the same exact face in the same location. No matter what angle I walked to, the face was still there. I took a photo of it and looked forward to seeing it when it was developed- to see this rock formation that embodied the appearance of the land spirit.

Well, the face wasn't on the film at all- it just didn't exist. I was disappointed by this until Al's brother was looking at the pictures and saw a totally different face, or part of a face. So I guess it just shows me that it wasn't just a trick of light that made Al and I see the face that day- it was something else that wouldn't photograph. But the photo did reveal the energy/face of the spirit in a very different way.

We wrapped up the day by going through some very beautiful caves. They were not deep, so they were well lit and had a good deal of plant life in them.

After that it was the long hike back. I have to say going down a 45 degree slop is just as hard, if not harder, then climbing up it.


The stone altar at the bottom of Black Hole. Notice the blue diamond shaped orb toward the right? The air was dry and dust free, so not sure what that might be.

A view from inside one of the many caves lining Black Hole



Our original photo trying to capture the image of the land spirit. There should have been a Mayan face and head dress in the very center of the picture. Instead there is an eye, cheek, and nose imposed over a gray area in the rock. See below for a highlighted view.

 

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